hmm i like e mood in e air pre new yr..but when new yr comes along i inevitably get abit sianz. like there's not much to celebrate? there shld be lotsa noise, fun laughter n gd frens n family roaring in ur hse. but somehow it doesnt happen. e first dae is muted,staying at home.. n the 2nd dae is juz routine.

maybe one dae i'll escape new yr to go awae to some nice exotic western country. hahaha, the only thing diff this yr is of e 2 steamboat dinners.. which i'm looking forward to.. =]

suddenly at ahma's hse i'm attacked by a fear that i wldnt noe hw much more new years i can spend wif ahma.

treasure who u love!